You taught me the courage of stars before you left, how light carries on endlessly, even after death.
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But things aren’t clear
We never even tried
We never even talked
We never even thought in the long run
Whenever it was painful
Whenever I was away
I’d miss you
"This ache in my chest, as my day is done now
-Amy Winehouse - Wake Up Alone (via louise-ex)
The dark covers me and I cannot run now"
My body is a journal, and my tattoos are my story.
The smell of blood was heavy in her nostrils or was that her nightmare, lingering? She had dreamed of wolves again. - Arya Stark (The Winds of Winter)
"I sit before flowers
hoping they will train me in the art
of opening up
I stand on mountaintops believing
that avalanches will teach me to let go
but I am here to learn.”
©Lauren Stenger 2013
I hate that I can’t remember important conversations with people… especially my therapist. I was just there yesterday. I don’t remember anything she said.. except my goals and what I need to do. I remember her asking if I am suicidal and and when I said when Joe died she had said we need to talk about that. I am exhausted from talking. I’d rather do something like the RRT treatment we had done. I don’t want to talk anymore. I have to type my memories when they come to me. Damnit, I forgot again.